Wadapally Agastheswara Swamy Temple

  

Agastheswara Swamy Temple, Wadapally

It was a soul-stirring, astonishing and revelation at this ancient shiva temple on the banks of Krishna river. It was installed by Saint Agasthya who did a very long penance in this region.
The shiv linga is called Agastheswara Swamy and Devi is called Meenakshi. The miracle is that the shiv linga has a depression on the top resembling the hand marks that clutched away a portion of flesh. There is water filling the depression and given as a prasadam. The water remains at the same level throughout the year inside the shivalinga.
Legend says that this shivalinga was present inside deep jungle for thousands of years. A bird that was chased by a hunter sought refuge in this linga which was inside an antihill. The hunter wanted to kill the bird. A voice rose from the anthill asking him to spare the bird. The hunter said that he has to kill the bird for food. The voice told him to take as much as he want from him and spare the bird. Hence, he clutched the anthill with both hands and removed a portion of flesh equal to the weight of the bird. This mark is still visible on the top of agastheswara swamy and the water inside the depression is considered to be Ganga adorning the crown of Shiva.
The temple premises has abundance of energy and everlasting peace. Your heart will ask you stay back and not to leave this amazing temple.
It was a life-time experience and do visit this temple if you get a chance. Om Nama Sivaya.

Agastheswara Swamy Temple, Wadapally

A part of me felt at home in the temple—leaving felt like walking away from something my soul wasn’t ready to let go of.

Feeling a heavy heart and a deep reluctance to leave a temple is a profound emotional and energetic response that can arise for several reasons—spiritual, psychological, and energetic. Here's a breakdown to help you understand this experience:

Deep Inner Connection

Temples are built as consecrated spaces, designed to create a certain energy field that supports inner stillness, clarity, and receptivity. When you're in such a space, your inner self may feel at home—something deeper within you resonates. Leaving that space can feel like a separation from something sacred and peaceful.

Energetic Sensitivity

You may be energetically sensitive, even if not consciously aware of it. Temples—especially ancient or powerfully consecrated ones—hold high vibrational energies. When you're in tune with those, your system may respond with stillness, warmth, or even tears. Leaving can feel like pulling away from an energy your being wants to stay with.

Emotional Cleansing or Unburdening

Being in a spiritual space can trigger emotional release—grief, love, longing, or peace. Sometimes, you feel a heavy heart not because of sadness, but because something has been stirred deeply within. It’s the weight of truth, devotion, or surrender rising to the surface.

Longing for the Divine

In yogic or bhakti traditions, this feeling is called “viraha”—a sweet pain of longing for the divine. Your heart may not want to leave because it touched something that felt true, eternal, or freeing. It’s not always something your mind understands, but your inner being knows it.

What You Can Do

• Honor the feeling — it’s valid and sacred.

• Meditate or sit in silence when you get home to continue the connection.

• Return often if possible. Or create a sacred space at home where that connection can continue.

Mumukshutva - Intense Longing for Liberation

Mumukshutva - the intense longing for liberation - is beautiful because it's both the fuel for the spiritual journey and a practice you can cultivate. 

 

It is a Sanskrit term that means “intense desire for liberation” (moksha). It is one of the four essential qualifications (Sadhana Chatushtaya) for a spiritual seeker, especially in Advaita Vedanta. Mumukshutva is the deep, burning aspiration to be free from the cycle of birth and death (samsara) and attain self-realization — the direct experience of one’s true nature as Brahman (pure consciousness).

“Mokṣo me bhūyat iti icchā mumukṣutvam.”
– The desire: “Let me attain liberation” is mumukshutva.

 

Here's how to develop and deepen it:

 

Understanding What You're Longing For

First, get clear on what liberation actually means to you. It's not escaping life, but recognizing your true nature - the peace, freedom, and wholeness that's already here beneath all the mental noise and identity-seeking.

"Neti, Neti" (Not this, Not this): 

You are not your body, thoughts, emotions, or roles. 

You are the awareness that observes all these.

Start each day asking: 

Who is the one who is thinking these thoughts? 

Who is aware of these feelings? 

You're the observer, not the observed.

 

Daily Practices to Cultivate Mumukshutva

Morning Intention Setting:

• Upon waking, before checking your phone or getting busy, ask: "What do I really want today?" Let yourself feel the deeper longing beneath surface desires.
• Set an intention: "May I recognize my true nature today."
   
   

Evening Reflection:

• Before sleep, contemplate: "What brought me closest to peace today? What pulled me away from it?"
• Notice how pursuing temporary pleasures or avoiding discomfort creates suffering.
  

  Mantralayam, North Karnataka 

"Enough!" Moments:

• When you catch yourself in repetitive mental patterns, drama, or seeking validation, pause and say internally: "Enough of this! I want to be free."
• Use frustration with mental suffering as fuel for spiritual aspiration.
   
   

Deepening the Longing

Study Stories of Liberation:

• Read about sages who found freedom. Let their peace inspire your own longing.
• Notice how they describe the relief of no longer being trapped by thoughts and identities.
   
   

Contemplate Impermanence:

• Observe how everything changes - thoughts, feelings, circumstances, relationships.
• Ask: "What in me doesn't change? What remains constant through all experience?"

Feel the Cost of Unconsciousness:

• Notice how much energy you spend on worry, comparison, seeking approval, or defending positions.
• Let the exhaustion of this fuel your desire for the simplicity of just being.
   
   

The key is making liberation feel more compelling than the familiar patterns of seeking happiness in temporary things. When that longing becomes stronger than your attachment to the drama of the separate self, you're naturally drawn into deeper practice.

You are the entire ocean in a drop

“You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean in a drop.”

It reflects the idea that the whole is contained in the part — a drop of water contains the essence of the entire ocean. Spiritually, this suggests that every soul carries the divine — the vast universe is mirrored within each individual.

 

 

Interconnectedness: 

A single drop of water can reflect the entire ocean, symbolizing how small parts can carry the essence of the whole. Just as a drop is inseparable from the ocean, so are we connected to all life. 

We are not separate from the universe or the divine.

 

 

Depth in Simplicity: 

Even something as small as a drop can hold immense complexity — echoing philosophical or spiritual ideas of the universe within the microcosm.

 

Humility and Vastness:

The drop symbolizes humility, yet holds the power and mystery of the ocean. It teaches that even the smallest being is significant, holding depth, wisdom, and purpose.

 

 

 

Transformation and Return

Spiritually, the drop represents the soul’s journey — falling from the ocean of the Divine, experiencing individuality, and eventually returning to the source. This cycle parallels life, ego, enlightenment, and liberation.

You realize you were always free—moksha isn’t “achieved,” it’s uncovered. Life continues outwardly, but internally there's peace, non-attachment, and a sense of unity with all.

“You don’t attain moksha. You uncover it by realizing you were never bound.”

The approach is about removing ignorance (avidya), much like removing clouds to see the sun that was always shining. 😇

The Ocean Within the Drop — A Meditation

Close your eyes. Breathe deeply.

Imagine a single, clear droplet resting gently in the palm of your hand.
Within it, you see waves rolling, currents flowing, creatures swimming — a vast, living ocean held in stillness.

This droplet is you.

It holds all the depth of your thoughts, the motion of your emotions, the silence of your soul.
Though small in form, it reflects the infinite.
Though separate in shape, it is never apart from the source.

You are not isolated.
You are the ocean, momentarily shaped as a drop.

Feel the truth:
All that you seek — peace, truth, love — is already within.
The tides rise and fall inside your being.
The moon pulls gently on your heart.
The sun of consciousness warms your surface.

Let yourself dissolve…
Let the illusion of separateness fade.
Return not by moving — but by remembering.
You were never truly apart.

You are the drop.
You are the ocean.
You are the stillness and the surge.

Breathe. Be. Begin again.

 

Kandhar Alangaram by Arunagirinathar - Vizhikku thunai

Kandhar Alangaram - Arunagirinathar - Vizhikku Thunai

திரு அருணகிரிநாதர் அருளிய கந்தர் அலங்காரம் _- விழிக்குத் துணை

In Kandhar Alangaram, the phrase "Vizhikku Thunai" (விழிக்குத் துணை) can be translated as "Support for the eyes" or "Guidance for vision".

This phrase is often interpreted as a reference to Lord Murugan being a divine light that guides devotees, granting them spiritual vision and wisdom. It signifies that His sacred feet (Thirumenmalarp Paadhangal) serve as a guiding force, helping devotees perceive truth and righteousness clearly.

விழிக்குத் துணை திருமென்மலர்ப் பாதங்கள் 

மெய்ம்மைகுன்றாமொழிக்குத் துணை முருகாவெனு நாமங்கள் 

முன்புசெய்த பழிக்குத் துணையவன் பன்னிரு தோளும் 

பயந்ததனி வழிக்குத் துணை 

வடிவேலுஞ் செங்கோடன் மயூரமுமே.

Vizhikkuth thuṇai Thirumenmalarp pāthangaḷ

Meimmaikundrāmozhikkuth thuṇai Murugāvenu nāmangaḷ

Munbu seitha pazhikkuth thuṇai avan panniru thōḷum

Bayandha thani vazhikkuth thuṇai

Vadivēlun chengōdan Mayūramumē.

Meaning:

Our eyes/vision is supported by the lotus feet of the Lord Murugan. 

Our true words/speech are supported by The names of Muruga. 

The twelve shoulders of Lord Murugan are the support of our previous wrongdoings. 

The support of the lonely path of fear is our Lord Murugan with his velayudham and his peacock.

 

 

Forgiveness

Forgiveness is a choice, not a feeling—it happens over time.
Letting go doesn’t mean forgetting; it means you refuse to let the past control you.
You deserve peace and happiness, and forgiveness helps you reclaim them.
"I choose forgiveness, not for them, but for my own peace."
Acknowledge Your Hurt - Close your eyes and recall the person who hurt you. Allow yourself to feel the emotions—anger, sadness, disappointment.
Say to yourself: "I acknowledge my pain. It is real, and it matters."
Write a Forgiveness letter/email, Express everything you feel—your pain, anger, and disappointment. Then, shift towards releasing it: - "I choose to let go of this pain because I deserve peace." "I am freeing myself from resentment and choosing healing."
Try to see the person as a flawed human who made mistakes. Ask yourself: Did they act out of their own pain or ignorance?
Say: "I do not condone what they did, but I will not let it control me anymore."
Release & Let Go (Symbolic Act) - tear/burn/throw/float away.
Affirm Your Freedom - Place your hand on your heart and say: "I choose peace. I release the past. I am free."
Take a deep breath, smile, and focus on gratitude.